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Within this narrative, the author expresses a complex relationship with the competitive nature of finance. While it can be seen as a harsh and cut-throat industry, the thrill of competition provides a sense of belonging and a community for many who, like the narrator, yearn for acceptance. Conversely, the attachment to this community becomes daunting as they recognize that a core part of their drive for success stemmed from a search for familial acceptance rather than mere financial gain.