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She attended the film’s premiere in the cinema, recalling that she had seen an earlier version during editing but was often self-critical of her performance. Watching herself on screen is still somewhat uncomfortable, and she admits she might view the film differently now, with some emotional distance.
Her feelings about her early acting career are mixed—pride and nostalgia intertwined with the typical self-criticism of performers. The re-emergence of her role in the film was unexpected, and she finds it a strange but exciting experience to revisit those days after such a long time.