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He describes the frustration of not being allowed to seek revenge, as military discipline and authority prioritized moral and legal boundaries. The command recognized the destructive potential of revenge-driven violence—grieving soldiers could easily cross lines that would jeopardize their careers and the mission. This regulated response was meant to prevent further tragedy, but it also intensified the mental strain on the troops.
The Inner Battle: Emotional Suppression and Survivor's Guilt
Throughout the interview, the veteran emphasizes the difficulty of expressing emotions in a military environment that demands toughness. Showing vulnerability—crying, admitting fear or grief—was seen as a weakness that could cost a soldier his career or security clearance.