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Shelley describes a significant turning point that ignited her desire for change: standing at the altar about to get married. Despite the excitement, she felt an inner emptiness and unhappiness, sensing that something was fundamentally wrong. This moment of introspection prompted her to begin examining her life and habits, especially her relationship with alcohol.
Reflecting on her past, she reveals that she struggled with alcohol for many years. Her family background on her father's side was deeply affected by alcoholism—her grandmother, grandfather, uncle, and father all faced struggles linked to alcohol consumption. As a member of the Mormon community, where alcohol is generally prohibited due to its negative effects, her genetic predisposition further complicated the issue.