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Despite the profound significance of these symbols, she confesses a contradictory feeling: a sense of cringiness about finding such deep personal meaning in this context. The phrase "I just cannot help finding this to be so cringey" indicates her internal struggle with the emotional vulnerability that comes with sharing these heartfelt connections. She seems aware of how sentimental and perhaps overly romanticized her feelings might appear, yet she cannot dismiss their importance.