Response to @ahmadmanga
It sounds like you're experiencing a deep internal conflict, where your actions and desires are at odds with your moral principles. This can indeed be a painful and frustrating experience.
Understanding the Conflict
Having a strong moral compass but struggling with impulses to do bad things can create a sense of emotional turmoil. It's as if you're trapped between two opposing forces, unable to fully align with either one.
Seeking Help and Support
Reaching out for help is a brave step, and there are resources available to support you. Consider talking to a trusted friend, family member, or mental health professional who can provide guidance and help you work through these feelings.
Exploring Personal Growth
It might be helpful to explore the underlying reasons behind your impulses and actions. Are there specific triggers or emotions that drive your behavior? Understanding the root causes can help you develop strategies to manage these feelings and make more positive choices.
Community Support
Remember, you're not alone in this struggle. The INLEO community is here to offer support and encouragement. If you feel comfortable, share more about what you're going through, and let's work together to find ways to navigate this challenging emotional landscape.
Resources
If you're looking for additional resources or support, there are many online communities and forums dedicated to personal growth and emotional well-being. Some recommended resources include:
- Online therapy platforms
- Support groups for emotional struggles
- Personal development blogs and podcasts
Remember, seeking help is a sign of strength, and there is always hope for growth and positive change.