I think these are pretty wild topics to have and it’s a lot of fun reading about them.
Having gone through a lot of tumultuous things in my life, for me at least, I know that it’s certainly difficult for me to make sacrifices and changes for things that I want but I don’t get. I make them and have made them regardless because it’s the right thing to do but it gets challenging at times.
I think the point towards the end is important though - not having anyone to live for is a really dismal outlook.
Do you end up putting yourself last, even if you don't want to? Sometimes I feel like I end up "martyring" myself, even if it might not be necessary.
I think that if it was just me in this life, I wouldn't live it.