Oh wow Jose, life really hit you hard with the passing of your only brother. Am glad you are sharing the load with the Hive community, it gets lighter the more you share. You being alive and sharing is a blessing to everyone of us and I want to encourage you to keep going on matter what. The fact that you are alive means your mission is not over. Keep doing what you love best, that's what this life is all about :}
Thank you for your encouragement, I'm certainly using hive as a medium to keep up the faith in this trying time. It's been truly difficult, I won't lie, but I'm hopeful