Is there really something I could value from this?
Later on, this might be the catalyst for something else. Still sucks.
I could handle a few weeks with no income...but this is ridiculous. Since mid February our store was open like 10 out of 40+ weeks...
Yet, the large retailers have managed to stay open the entire time - only the small businesses are affected. It is nonsense.
First lesson - there is no God ;)
It'll be okay mate - despite the pain and the crushed dreams - there is a long way to go in your life and a lot of potential for happiness. - just give it time, process it and don't get bitter.