The first 4 are the hardest, the next 2 okay. After that, it is plain sailing. Once done, don't ever pick up another - even for a small test.
There should actually be "lockdown" hotels for quitting. locked in a basic room, food slid in under the door....
This is my lockdown hotel. I have planned a relapse pretty nearly every day, but haven't gone anywhere to make them happen.
It's amazing to me how the cravings come and go. At this point I'll be wiggling along pretty well and boom! I want a cigar worse than I want to breathe.
Thanks...