It is crazy how some people use money and when it comes "easy" (it might not have been easy), how they treat others. They do provide a good learning experience.
If you can manage to get a way to have even a little bit more incoming than outgoing, keep that compounding and eventually you can get to a better place with the relationship we have with money. Not easy!
This is the trick and it has to be done consistently. Too many people live by the "exception" because you know, it is just this month that I will treat myself to something special.