Hi @dwixer
I suppose the question you need to ask is "Do you like where you are?" - if the answer is no, then it's only going to change if you put in effort to change it. At least you admit these things, if you want to change them you're half way there by not being in denial about them.
Yea
I think so..
I want to try new things and be moving on my own too.
It's really tiring