The same as all of us mate, it happens. What's good is you're changing course, seeking enjoyment in more simple, base, things, and from what I see enjoying every moment. Some never find that motivation you know? They feel that their good vibrations come from more material things...But in truth it does not.
Liza need not get jealous either...She may swoon also, it is permitted. :)
That's a very gnostic notion, by the way...I like it!
Hey, I like it...got to keep her on her toes, lol
I'd not call myself religious but know what feels right for me, what tends to work; I also have a good handle own ownership and responsibility...I'm actually sitting here writing this week's Viking quote about that topic right now. Understanding what opens oneself up to oneself is important...Hiking in remote places does it for me, along with other things. Life is simply a series of threads we mast grasp and weave into our tapestry.
That Liza is lucky to have you my friend. She knows it too I'd say. :)