My love for pornography is simple . Contest [wk 136]

Give me some privacy, I need some time to be alone and really do the things I love doing.

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This is week 136 of the weekly engagement contest as it comes from @galenkp in #Weekend-experience . Every one is welcome to be put of this contest. Here is the link to join the community and take put in the contest.

I love pornography because.

Should I be really ashamed to talk about the things I do in the secret? People have different reasons why they do what they do. Some have the boldness to loud it but some will frown at it in the public and yet pornography sites have the most traffic.

Growing up.

The first time I watched porn was when I lived with an uncle who had so many books and magazines and among the magazines are pornography.
I told some friends about the book and they demanded I bring the magazine while coming to play and the love came .

Always restrictions .

Sit here, don't go out, read your books and I have given you all you need to be happy but did you attend to my feelings.

Feelings.

When I started noticing maturity signs masturbation came though I didn't know what I was into. And a friend told me when you visit porn sites you learn how to make love to a woman so do could love you more. And some porn sites he suggested.
The following are so reasons why I love pornography.

1. I learn more sex styles.

2. It turns me on , making me feel like a man.

3. Pornography calms me down after much stress of the day.

4. When I'm emotionally sad, or I have some odds feelings, I watch porn.

5. Pornography is the girl friend in a distant land.

I don't understand why people...

I don't understand why people talks down on those who talk about their sexual feelings. When one talk his/her sexual orientation and it's not in the favor of what people think conventionally , they see you as the worse sinner in the whole world.

I don't understand why people would look into your eyes and tell you a big lie thinking that you don't know anything.

I don't understand why people should tell you a different thing and go on doing the opposite.

I don't understand why people don't value what they have until they loose it.

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I don't understand why people love judging others, even when their case is worse.

I don't understand why people would want to interfere with things that doesn't concern them .
Because people would remain who they are, I do what I know is the best for me and for the people around me.

I hate it when...

Don't push me into doing what I don't want to do. When you push me out of my will, I hate it.

It pains me even more when I'm trying my best to make you happy and you don't notice then I won't try next time.

When you don't confirm a matter from me and you conclude, it hurts and I truly hate it.

I hate it when my trust is consciously betrayed.

Disclaimer.

The article on pornography is just but a mental creation and for the purpose of this contest.

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Such an interesting topic. I was having fun reading your blog being honest about your experience.😄😄

Well, everything is part of growing up. It just shows that you are a normal person🤗. I love your honesty, thank you for sharing all your point of view.

Thanks for the feedback. Every child had some experiences which as adult, tries to build upon and become a better self.
Just like @Galenkp would always say don't keep anything, say them.