I sealed a deal but I’m yet to write out the contract terms because I have been lazy about it. I don't know if it’s because my brain feels the money is small, or because I feel the job will be too tasking, or because I am just lazy. I am three weeks late on submission of a website project I am supposed to have finished and two months late on another one. I do not know if all the web developers and designers face the same issue, but I am tired of being too tired and lazy and I feel stuck in a web I can not come out from.
I hate to be disappointed, and I feel I have disappointed my clients even though I know full well that they don’t deserve my 100% effort. I am talking about these two projects where I have not been paid for the services, even after going far with it and I have not been paid for other projects that I have done for this particular client. I guess that is why I am not motivated to put in my best, but my morals are telling me otherwise. I am always feeling uncomfortable with all these back and forth and I wish to be free from these projects at least to have the feeling of an accomplishment.
I feel it is one of the reasons I am yet to succeed, I feel my work is average and thus I am getting average clients, I feel perhaps if I get the big clients I will not be able to handle them because I am used to not delivering on time. I feel if I learn to deliver on time perhaps my clients will take me more seriously. But here I am staring at my screen and these projects in the face and unable to work for reasons I can’t even tell.
PICTURE CREDIT IS MINE
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