I Took a Break

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When everyone was enjoying the vibe of summer I was there, always in my small store making a living. I can't pretend, I'm still a human being. I do love going to beautiful places, to stay and to enjoy. I also need that kind of feeling of being in a new place. Although, I just can't ignore the fact that with everything to be done, it requires a certain amount to spend. I don't have that for now; I just said it for now because I know in time I can be like them, going to different places.

I don't blame anything and anyone for this kind of life I'm having now. All of us have challenges to fight in order to continue living. No one is living in such a luxurious way without working hard. That's why if you'd see someone or people enjoying their time while you're breaking your bones to earn. You never know what they might have done earlier before they decided to have a wonderful time. Actually, it was for me, these are all meant for me to think that it's okay. It's not the time yet and does not mean that time will not come.

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The surroundings were so hot. Summer is coming or to be precise in the weather in the Philippines we call it Sunny Days. Wherever you go you can still feel the heat. It will give someone a hard time staying indoors without air conditioning. I personally think it's annoying how hot it is that prevents me from feeling amazing. Everything seems crowded in my thoughts that I didn't know what to do.

Then I walked, and I found a place to stay for a short time. Escaped from the stressful store that I almost faced every day. The wide and farther sight of the sea and ocean welcomed me. I felt amazing. I felt very comfortable just sitting and lying right next to shore surrounded with grasses and trees.

"This is what I need", I said to myself while being there. Neglecting the hard and curvy ground because of those rocks and sands. I didn't care because what was important to me was the feeling. I could tell I was taking a break at that moment. No worries for now but only relaxation.

Even though there is a big money matter problem I'm facing. Even though I'm still doubtful if I can solve it. Despite them all, I took a break to replenish myself, physically and mentally. If I can not be that full of energy again, I will have no strength to face the days to come in the future. So yeah, with this weekend started, I decided to take a break first.

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Paul is the name but prefers to be called mrnightmare that feels like living in the dream. A country boy and a dreamboy (dreamer) who likes to stay in a small village even though it means abandoning the future to become a seaman. The passion is writing but not sailing in the vast ocean. Don't wonder if the face will not be shown, this is better where the words can flow smoothly. Come, you can tell me your stories and I'll tell you mine. Together, let's explore the world by broadening our thoughts. If you need a shoulder I can lean you mine and I hope I can lean yours. The world is fun when living is not being alone but with someone.

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That's awesome man. Looks like you found peaceful me time out there with nobody to bother you or call you. Just free and have time for yourself to recharge to ponder life and enjoy your sweet freedom until you go back to civilization and wake up back to reality and continue working away hehe.

It feels like I'm reading my own life with your story. looking at my life now, there are a lot of times that I isolate myself in a corner doing all stuff and work to be done to continue living and survive. Just like you, I know I need some break and rest too. So glad that you have the break that you need. God bless you :)

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