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Difficult to choose just one option, as always, but if there is something I would never dare to be in my life even if I had all the skills to do it, it would be a porn star, and playing to have fun all weekend as such would be such an extravagant luxury that I am ashamed to say that I almost started my online prostitution career recording videos as a "suicide girl" thanks to a friend who has the clearest things in those topics since he works as a counsellor for girls for this task, having gone so far as to talk to another friend about him being the cameraman, And looking for nearby hotels to film the videos.

Obviously we would be fulfilling the classic fantasies of each of us and of all the people who requested the service, I do not know how it really is to work as a porn actress since in the end I did not do it, or rather I was never paid for sexting so I could not consider it a job and I did not have to pretend anything in those videos, which is the idea that one has of acting, that everything is fake.

What is real and something interesting to name is the sensation that the simple fact of knowing that your image generates desire to the point that other people would pay to see you enjoy without even having the opportunity to really touch you, that they are willing to tell you their most intimate fantasies, to share their sexual world with you, is something that I find absolutely touching since I consider that there is no more vulnerable fibre than the most sublime longings and the most instinctive desires of the human being.

If one sees it only from the frivolity of the mainstream industry of hegemonic, heteronormative and top-down porn, one loses much of the reason that moves us to consume these products, and under this consumerist halo it is natural that it becomes increasingly alienating and violent, because every time a greater stimulus is needed when true desire cannot be fully satiated by being eclipsed by the same lack of understanding regarding the search for sharing oneself from sex for the love of pleasure.

I also realised that I am quite vanilla, almost absolutely hahaha I learned a lot, about people and about myself thanks to these experiences, before I thought that sexting was something for degenerates because the first time I was offered money in exchange for pornography I was 12 years old so you get that idea, but having tried it under other circumstances such as: a long distance relationship, incompatible schedules, etc. I was able to find another twist, and it is very stimulating.

Besides seeing yourself, and choosing what to give and how far to go with well-defined physical limits is a process of self-knowledge in itself that I did not expect to find. We cannot know how others see us until we see ourselves from the outside. To discover through intrinsic motivation that unique, animal and erotic beauty that we are.

I even discovered how much I love creating JOI's.

I don't want to enter into discussions on the subject because there is a lot to debate, as I write, thousands of pros, cons and cons of all kinds, political, social, psychological, etc. come to mind. Let's stay today with the fun of the subject, there is much more to explore as well.

So as a porn star for a weekend I think the experience would be incredible because I would cross the limit of the fixed camera of the mobile phone, it would be a whole set of people which is another of my fantasies, I must admit that I have something of exhibitionist not very deep down, although if anything I never liked were the television programs that broadcast the recordings of security videos for the fear that generated me the idea of seeing me on the small screen having sex on public roads, or in green spaces, (it is beautiful to feel on your skin the warmth of the sand between dunes, the caresses of the wind, the kisses of the dew, the humidity of the earth, the depth of the starry sky penetrating your eyes 😌)

If there was something I would like to share as I said by that means, it would definitely be the love for pleasure, hedonistic? Probably. Surely some people might consider it boring but I would love to be able to offer a sensory journey, a hybrid between French film and perfume advertising.

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