Have a taste of success and then you can't live without it 😈
No, just joking ahah
I like how you talk about living your life as a success by itself. That's kinda how I feel recently too. I'm working hard and struggling to reach some sort of success but I used to get too depressed when things went wrong. Now I learned. I learned to let go. I know that if I "fail" I will live it through it anyway. And until I'm alive, I just can try again and again. And the more I try, the less painful failing becomes and it starts to just blend in the process. And I live on.
Living on is the prize. It lets us try again. The award for living on is the gift of future failure, but at the end of that road there are two things: either an opportunity to build more road, or success.
I know how to keep building the road, I don't know what I will do with success. I think that is why I keep putting it out of reach. :)