I thought to make buns you just threw them in the microwave with a wet paper towel over them??
Ya, it's tough drifting through life kinda aimlessly. Then when you are too old you realize what you should have been doing all along and you start to find the answers that you needed 10 years earlier. Better late than never though. My advice, try new things, get out of your comfort zone. Something will stick and there you will find what you've been searching for.
Were you a missionary? Grew up around Mormons, great people. Happy birthday.
I'm a convert. So, I didn't grew up around them per se. But yes, great people.