Honestly, this is something that has plagued me for as long as i can remember. Being a loner and introvert all in one, i have always struggled to find the balance between genuinely loving my company and needing ti love my company because there is no other option. It is honestly a vicious cycle of finding peace and calm being alone and then wondering why i don't have friends to hang with and all of that in the middle of the night. I am learning alot from your journey i must confess. Even if i dont get to do it exactly like you, i can definitely feel the changes and i am proud.