I won’t even say I can begin to understand what that moment felt like for you. It seems you were able to find a sense of ease creating this beautiful piece of art. It’s beautiful but at the same time I know can be frightening with all of the uncertainties. Keep that faith and hope alive ~
I noticed you posted in OCD and then cross posted to OnChainArt. For future reference (no need to change anything now) we ask that you please post in the community that best fits your topic first and then feel free to cross post here in OCD afterwards.
Thanks so much. Many blessings and prayers for safety sent your way ~