I tend to do this sometimes as it helps me understand people better and leaves me with a feeling of having interacted with society without actually having to.
I know what you mean hahaha. Man it sounds like you are doing the exact same things I would if I got out of slavery I mean work. Take that time G-Dog. 38 years is a long ass time. Damn, I am 39 years old right now. You deserve that rest and introspection.
It's a long time I guess. Holidays broke it up but not enough. There was always that pressure of going back. Now? Well, time will reveal what happens but I'm happy to find a little space and be there for now.
Nice one💪