This is a really sad story and I'm sorry to hear about what you've been through. Mayne writing about it helps you a little.
I see you're new on Hive, so let me drop you a few suggestions to help you navigate better on our platform.
We have different communities on Hive and we're encouraging users to post in the right community based on the topic of the post.
Next time when you're writing about family members, you can use the Family & Friends community as OCD community is for topics that don't fit in any other community and should be used when you don't find a niche community for your post.
Here's a guide I put together to help you learn about how communities work and why you should use them -> Communities Explained - Newbie Guide. I also put together a list of communities, which is not complete, there are much more communities on Hive, but it will help you get started.
Once you posted your post in the right community, you can then cross post it to OCD community. Here's a guide about cross posting.
Please don't delete any post with the purpose of reposting it in another community as that can be considered abuse! Leave this post here, you'll get it right next time.
Also it would be nice if you could engage with others too, not just reply to comments. I see you're not following anyone yet. Hive is a wonderful community, you can not only get some followers, but make friends as well.