Thank you so much for your kind comments. I'm known here for being very polite and respectful to others. We all have to stand in front of God one day, right? I've learned a lot over the years and have written on places outside of Hive and Steemit, and will continue to expand as my grandmother taught me "Don't put all your eggs in one basket!" I'm a much better writer now, but if you saw some of my very early posts on Blogger, you'd think otherwise. :)
I do have to ask about the name. I've read some of your posts and understand you're going through some rough patches, but have you ever considered creating an account with a username based on your positive attributes?
Take the username "Starstrings" for instance (I know he has a number after it, but play along), that name has a positive vibe to it and is very memorable in a positive way. Setting aside your current troubles for the moment, what represents the best side of you?
I chose "EverNoticeThat" years ago because people told me I had a knack for "noticing" things that other people might not, hence the name. Some places on the net might censor out the vulgar part of your name. I have a decent following on Twitter, and there you can block certain words so they won't show up in your timeline. So I'd be hesitatnt to share one of your posts there in order to avoid that. However, if you're happy with your username no need to create a new account with a different one, but I'm sure as with all of us, you have good, strong, and powerful aspects about you to share with the world. :)