The financial rewards here are a factor for all of us and I agree, it would probably be a huge call for someone to say otherwise. I have taken some out to Bittrex to trade with but it all goes back into hive eventually. When hive first stared I had about 24,000 and am not closing in on 56K or something like that so I have worked at it. Someday I might take some but for now I'm happy to let it sit. This is fun for me, not a job.
I hope you can find it within to break free of that depressed feeling; It is easy to let it take over and hard to break it. We're here for you if you need and, as with me, you can use hive as a sounding board if you need to.