I have often thought what would have happened had things turned out differently in the hospital. While Smallsteps was in intensive care for those first weeks, I would come home to an empty house, the baby room set up and ready - not knowing for certain if it would be used. I wondered what would happen to our relationship if things took another path.
I can imagine that it would play on the mind. I've never had to think about it but thought I'd have a crack at writing a bit on it, my impressions of a relationship gone bad because of a miscarriage.
I imagine it to be a very stressed and uncertain time.