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I'm rethinking what it means to be home, but I can't deny I love the city life. More than anything, all of these guidelines are leaving a lot to be desired - some sort of getaway. I'm at a crossroads. As I type to you, I feel very close to packing my most precious belongings, walking out the door, and secluding myself like Thoreau.

It might not be a bad idea to get away for a bit then - you have somewhere you can go?

Now that you mention it, I have somewhere in mind. Frankly, I’m uncertain as to whether I’ll be welcome these days, but I owe it to myself to go. Thanks for lifting me up today, Taraz.

I’m uncertain as to whether I’ll be welcome these days

Well, that sounds like something to test before it is too late.