He was @tezmel, he was. I don't know what to do. I am good with crying about myself but weeping about others, I don't want to. I don't want to grieve like this again. I don't know what to do. Last night I got drunk, real drunk and loud. I just wanted the pain in my chest to stop. I wanted to feel sane and whole again. At least for a few hours. I don't know what to do.
May he find rest. May he find rest.