Here's the thing. When you have never felt well, you adapt to functioning from that state. Yes, I was feeling pretty poorly, okay, really horrid, but I have always operated from there, I just keep on trucking.
You sure hit the nail on the head with that post! "Just take this pill and you'll feel better!" HA! But then I went to alternative medicine, and two years and $9000 later (office visits, supplements,tests, unusual therapies)I still have the same physical problems I had at the beginning. Another alternative provider, after doing all the things he could think of to help me, suggested I should go get tested for some really rare conditions, because he couldn't do anything for me. At least that one admitted defeat after about a year and a half. I hope whatever you are doing for your red blood cells helps you, and I wish you the best with your internship.
You have had more than your fair share of the overall not feeling great but no one knows why existence for sure my dear friend. Sorry I have been AWOL so long, it wasn't very good, but I think I may be on the mend, and my internship is shaping up to be quite excellent.
Hope things on your side are beyond excellent😊
!PIZZA
!BBH