You'll get there. We all have moments where things get confusing. Part of what I say helped me figure things out. When I realized half of what I was telling myself wasn't the whole truth, a light bulb went off and I thought....why am I saying this when it's not even true? Duh. It's not easy to figure it all out and I don't think we are doing it on purpose half the time. We're just conditioned to it.
You'll get there. We all have moments where things get confusing. Part of what I say helped me figure things out. When I realized half of what I was telling myself wasn't the whole truth, a light bulb went off and I thought....why am I saying this when it's not even true? Duh. It's not easy to figure it all out and I don't think we are doing it on purpose half the time. We're just conditioned to it.