Living as a simple life now, maybe I want to change my room. I want to re-model my room into a more productive room. Not just a bed to rest, or a movie room if I want to fell asleep. I want to convert my room into a studio, a music studio to be precise. I want to cut my queen size bed into a single or double bed that is lifted so I make spaces for my music instrument and a working toble below the bed. Like on the picture below. But not exactly, it's just closest to what I'm thinking.
(photo not mine)
Source: https://www.pinterest.ph/pin/314618723948885355/
But the problem is I can't afford to buy materials to re-build my room.
Maybe in the future. That's why it is not my priority wish for this Christmas. And I will work for it in the coming years.
My real wish for Christmas is to be with my wife again. I wish to hug her again. I miss her so much. She's still in Singapore. And will not coming home this Christmas cause she was not granted a long leave on this holidays.
And maybe if she is granted a long vacation, maybe she is still not coming home to me. We got problems. But, I will not elaborate it here. It's just that. So, my wish is to be with her again. I love her so much. And this post is dedicated to her.
Years before the pandemic arised, we always see each other. On our anniversaries, christmas, birthdays, other special occasions and sometimes, tragedies.
We make time to be with each other.
Sometimes I sent out of the country to visit her and go to other countries.
But mostly, she come back home on her vacation. Then we go to places we've never been. Beach is her favorite. And maybe I am too.
But as the pandemic ruled our lives, my life has been a nightmare. I don't know. It just happened.
That's the worst thing happened to me by this pandemic.
These photos are old. These are found on my old laptop that I recently recovered and repaired. I looked into the files and saw a bunch photo folders. Opened one by one, and saw pictures with my wife. There's been a mixed emotions when I see our photos. Happy, to see her smiling faces. Sad, because I missed that moments with her.
I want to say to her that "*Masaya naman tayo noon ah. Anong nangyari? *
Although my wish will still not be granted this year, I still wish that soon, even not on a Christmas season, she will be with me again. And talk about our relationship. What we lost and what's been found. What's been lacking and what's been too much. I missed talking to her.
And even talking to her makes me cry, I will still glad even for the last time.
I really want to hear and talk about it. Maybe I've been not so much a husband material. But still I want to change that. I need to know what I must do. I want to hear it from her.
So Santa please grant me my wish..
I hope na mabigyan pa 'to ng chance. Ang ganda-ganda tingnan yung nung wife mo po. Halatang inlove na inlove kayo niyan sa isa't-isa..
Deep Sighs..
Sana nga po.
Thank you for your support.
Hoping that she give me another chance to prove my love for her.
Basta ba iparamdam mo talaga sa kaniya na sincere at you have pure intentions, sure she will po. Ipag-pray mo po yan. God will surely help you po.
!PIZZA
Thanks for the pizza. Yummy!
Eto pa ang isa. !hivebits
God hears your wish @deythedevil. May your relationship with your wife will be okay in God's time. Just pray for it. Stay safe and God bless.
Thank you so much for your comment.
It means to me a lot that someone is wishing for my sake.
Magdilang anghel ka po sana.
More blessing to you and your family.
I hope yopur dream can come true. Fingers crossed and wish you all the beat in the world.
Thank you so much. My wish may not be grantable, but I'm still hoping.
Thanks for making my heart calm dowm. Have a nice day to you my friend.
What a heartfelt wish. Hope you'll fix everything with you wife.
I also hope so. Things will be on its way when the time is come. Maybe all i can do is waiting for her..
Thank you so much for your kind comment. Good morning.
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