Heart over Brain....nicely written....I hope you feel more relax and comfortable at your new job, grow to love what you do, fuel your passion for it and don't look back, there's nothing there only shadows and regrets and that's not going to be helpful performing at optimal speed at your new found job...
All the best
@kneelyrac
Yes, I will. I am slowly regaining my composure and have decided not to look back. I don't like the feeling of too many what-ifs. I need to keep moving forward.
Thank you for your kind words, @eminentsam48.
You're welcome