Hi @chianelle welcome to Hive. I'm @palomap3 from Lovesniper OCD team.
I identified with what you wrote about the damage caused by seeking the approval of others. I'm glad you learned that at such a young age. It took me much longer. I also use writing as a refuge. Although it doesn't solve problems, it does relieve us of them. I loved the photos on the beach. You look like a professional model! Follow the recommendations of your sister and your mentor, and you'll do well here. I recommend exploring the communities I link below.
Tips and information as a Hive newbie here: newbie guide.
Communities you might like that are part of the OCD Communities Incubation Program. Important: read their rules and post in the one that fits your content.
Have a good day!