Hello @cindot!
Welcome to Hive. What I read in your post seemed very sincere and heartfelt to me. Some things are really obvious in childhood and no matter what anyone says, your efforts to be you are admirable. I think you've cracked the code of life. Also, I am very glad that you were able to come here and I am sure you will find communities where you can express yourself in the best way.
I invite you to explore other communities you might like that are part of the OCD Communities Incubation Program. Check out all the communities, read their rules and post in the one that fits your content.
I wish you success on Hive.
@bemier.
Thank you so much for the warm words @bemier. I'm in the middle of exploring communities here that better fits the contents I want. I'm sure I'll have fun on Hive and reach more people too. Thank you, again! 💕