Hi @jenriel welcome to Hive. I'm @palomap3 from Lovesniper OCD team.
I'm sorry you can't study right now as you would like to, but as you say, you're still very young and life will surely give you the opportunity to do so later on. Congratulations on your courage in entering that contest, it's admirable, and also for how you show your love for your family. I hope things get better soon for all of you. You have good guides in @vinzie1 and @wittyzell, follow their advice and you'll do well. I wish you the best!
Tips and information as a Hive newbie here: newbie guide.
Communities you might like that are part of the OCD Communities Incubation Program. Important: read their rules and post in the one that fits your content.
Have a good day!