This has happened in my life too. The ones I thought were very close to me have gone a long way today.Today I am alone in the extreme way. In this difficult time I am trying to make someone far away my own. I haven't been able to collect anything good from the past years. But hope did not give up.
Please don't give up,some people who you wanted to be a complete part of your story were only meant to be a chapter. Live your life and look to the future, learn lessons from your past and move on.