Amazing write up!
As a newbie future trading is absolutely foolish because it's almost like you playing Russian roulette with your money.
Hahahaha! I experienced something like this a few years ago, when I was learning about crypto and trading. At the time I didn't know exactly how to spot trade but I was trying to futures trade with $100, although I got it from Airdrop and I put all the money into futures trading, and within minutes my wallet was empty. I was wondering what happened. Since then I have not put any money into future trades.