Knowledge isn't power if you don't have health and happiness. Maybe you need to be angry about where you are. Maybe you don't feel good about your body, your job, where you live, how you spend your 24hours, eating FAT, drinking alcohol and drugs like caffiene and smoking tobacco or vape weed just to function and get normal things done. You're not even doing anything exceptional and extraordinary with your druguse, so maybe consider; instead of caffeine, smoking weed or drinking a beer to forget, cope and feel comfortable with your life as a loser... maybe you should face and embrace the suck, and feel UNcomfortable? Feeling anger at where you are, with desire to be better IS the motivation required to be better.... Use the anger, don't suppress it.
Be Better.
Do what you were doing before....
But do it a bit better this time. ;)
ABUNDANCE is Nature's Way.
Limit your SUGAR to limit your Life Energy.
Increase your FAT to gain more FAT.
