Ah the the urge to fix and define a life versus the desire to wander and think that will help you stay undefined - as if they're mutually exclusive. One day, you'll realise that even if you are in the one spot for a long time, you can still refuse definition - life is fluid. You just have to surround yourself with people who embrace fluidity. That's the real problem.
And yeah, feeling boxed in sucks. I guess I address it with new projects - the mind ventures, rather than the foot ones. It's easier for you, in Europe, to travel, and if you are forever a wanderer, that is not a bad think. We can be both - a settler, a wanderer. There's things that will become fixed that you will accept and embrace, and things that you think are fixed that will float away and be forgotten.
Thank you for this 💛
Hope it resonated x You have a wanderers heart, in more ways than one, and I for one love you for it.