I’d give you the explanation, but one shouldn’t speak about politics issues… I had to live through this fair of horrors, and I was foolish not to find a way out when I was younger, not to break free from this diabolical machinery. There was always a heaviness in my heart, a constant unease, watching how things unfolded around me. And I didn’t know how to truly listen to my heart. I didn’t have anyone to help me, to guide me… Not everyone can take a leap on their own—without guidance, without advice, without at least some initial support. Even taking the first step requires support, a helping hand. But now? Now I feel I’ve got nothing left to lose…
I’m not sure if you noticed, but this is actually a response to your question about the job aspect in my previous post.
Thank you, @honeydue.
It's a great courage, for sure, taking that initial step towards something. Only lately have I realized what a treasure it is to have someone who believes in you wholeheartedly and supports you toward your dreams 100%.
And I did notice, or at least suspected it might be an answer - thank you. I loved getting to know you a bit more, beautiful. <3