I realize that moving is an escape from feeling for me. I've hated being broken down here for two days and I hated being stuck in Somerset. If I don't move I just think of Dad and that does me no good. I'm so much calmer and happier on the road. But that translates to hope as well... If I was FEELING too hard at home I'd be surfing or gardening. But I have larger feelings than most so I have to do something with them!! 😂