I'm really sorry to hear about you going through some rough times. Unfortunately this happens to all of us, but good thing it's behind you.
I'm sure you'll find some time to drop a comment or two here and there, when you're reading some post. It's not easy to come back, I know, but this is an amazing community and you'll do well. You have no reason to be shy here, trust me :)
Yes, iam super motivated since i see a summer with much more freedom to explore new projects is ahead. And the entire cryptoverse with Hive and all that is calling me.