The thinking of an old man drifting off on the waves of dementia is like the thinking of a child. Have you noticed how easily they get along? My step-grandfather (sometimes elderly people come together in the villages to run the household together) in his old age often engaged in historical reconstruction - he took a position behind the woodpile and shot the Germans hiding in the head. By that time, the immersiveness of war games fueled by pure imagination (“bang bang, I hit you - no, I hit!”) faded for me somewhat, but I was amazed at the generality of sensations. Reality still (or already) does not have dense boundaries, elves (and reptilians) whistle the secrets of the universe into their ears. The hungry ego subordinates space to gravity, spinning the world around its own grievances. Every word and action of "adults" attacks with a sense of injustice. “Here I die, then you will cry!” Little Vovochka stomps his feet. “If you die, then you will cry!” - Volodya squeezes his fists older. I am against violence in relation to the dim consciousness, but, frankly, it's fucked up.
cowardice is a vice that on a collective scale becomes a tragedy
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Thought provoking and interesting read. Fascinating photos as well. I would be curious to hear and learn more about what's going on from an insider point of view. I don't trust our media here in the west to present things accurately. Thanks for sharing and expressing.
Yes, i think it would be very interesting and informative to hear more about what's going on. There are many narratives being told but few actual accounts of the opinions from the people most directly affected. So, you being in the shit middle of it... would provide an invaluable perspective on what's going on and the impact it has on the people.