Everyone has a good reason for why certain things are the way they are. Sometimes we are the ones who are blamed, and other times it's someone else's fault.
I completely understand you; starting from scratch is very challenging because most things require an investment; there is no such thing as instant money. I also understand how it feels to have your options limited when your hands are tied; however, make this place as one of them.
Hopefully, my mother is still alive and well, but she lives a far far away from me. If you become interested over time, you might be able to make a variety of things for yourself. Although having support in life is nice, none will ever be reliable enough unless you are that support.
Heads up, pleasure was mine.
SMALL EDIT ON POST IS MADE, DUE TO MIXING CURRENCIES AND CALCULATIONS