Thanks for your words. Appreciate it a lot!
I felt kinda bad, cause it is not that others don't deserve it, well maybe some lol, but as I said
It's a weird mix of sleep deprivation, Joy has diarrhea lately and that means getting up every hour, corona isolation, going on since a year cause we lost every job, and online frustration while figuring this thing out.
and when I have no sleep I'm a devil. Same with being hungry but that's normal I guess lol.
There was this discussion about some false accusations I followed for a while and I could sense the
tension between people and that got to me a lil bit too.
Of course it is nice to get some rewards, especially if you put thought and effort into sth but as you said, I am new. And who am I blaming others for it?
It was a moment of rant and the minute I wrote it the feeling was gone. That is the good thing about this community, that you have the chance to get something off your chest and usually one feels better afterwards.
And having people helping you to get through this was maybe worth a little rant.
The online world might not be so different from the outside world, just that it is more accumulated and you don't see peoples faces. That was always crucial to me to distinguish what is going on, esp. in my job as a PSD. Reading people is impossible online so I have to learn a new way of interpreting. Which is good in the end :).