Hello @rok-sivante
perhaps the "problem" is just a matter of patience, and the solution is simply to "persist" slowly but surely,
I am glad that you know what the problem is and also the solution, I just want you to know that life is in stages, you might not be where you want to be but give it time and you will get there, and when you get there, guess what? When you think about all the struggles you had to go through back then you will laugh.
So dear friend hang in there and you will be just fine.
Much love from this side of the world 😃
maybe, maybe not. 🤷♂️😹
the mind always has its limits, and could be either greatly overcomplicating or oversimplifying... or most likely, both at the same time.
and then even if knowing, to actually act on and embody that... whole other ballgame, quite often "easier said than done." lol.
🙏