Great comment @jin-out - there appear to have been times that we have walked similar paths. I have had lots of experience with the supernatural - and came away from it all with an understanding that is shared by yourself - that some things are best left alone. Likewise, there are methodologies and tricks (sleights of mind) that I have picked up along the way that I would never tell another living soul. I often discern the presence of intrusive entities and have no hesitation in agreeing that the demonic is very real.
The only thing I practice now is aligning my heart, intent, and action with the divine providence of the great spirit. What I can say is that there are nefarious entities and individuals who are awaiting a time of absolute chaos. With that in mind, one gift I do have is the ability to read the essence of a person - from that perspective, I see you have a good heart. I note you are in Birmingham - if by chance the shit does properly hit the fan in the coming years and you need to escape the big smoke, I'm out in the sticks in the southwest. I am no fan of technology (hence often not that communicative lol) so you won't find me on any messenger apps - but if I'm still in the country and you message - I will be checking in and out of here at the right time, providing the electricity is still flowing lol. Catch you later dude.
Yes, Tolkien knew his shit - in their entirety, the Lord of the Rings series is filled with occultic and Saturnian symbolism and imagery. Also interesting how the concept/word Palantir has found its way into the military-industrial complex and the networks surrounding Trump - as I wrote a few years back.
I couldn't agree more - I apply an analogy with natural medicine - many of which offer some amazing health benefits. Likewise, certain medicines can cause negative interactions when they're taken together - hence if you don't know your shit, you can make yourself ill. In terms of healing etc etc I tend to think that if you need to tell me what you are - then you probably aren't. I will have a look into SimpleX - just as time goes on I'm retreating into a more simple back to basics way of life - and slowly leaving technology behind. But I can certainly get where you're coming from.
I'm often camped out under the stars on Dartmoor - so yeah maybe give us a shout sometime. I'm planning a long distance hike (camping and staying in remote bothies) at some point this year - so looking forward to that.
"A reed before the wind lives on, while mighty oaks do fall" - Indeed, to a certain degree you have to bend with the storm - but not to such much that you get bent out of shape. Likewise, I am in control and take responsibility for my emotions - and will not allow them to be manipulated by malevolent external influences. Every day is a gift - and I refuse to live one minute in fear - maybe the odd fleeting seconds lol. What will be will be - none of us are perfect, but as you allude to - it's the intent that matters. Catch you later dude.