Omo it's just dishearten going through all of those stress and at the end of the day, I couldn't do what I came for.
It's even more disheartened and painful that all in all the name of them wanting to know if we're alive and in active service, they've taken the life of an innocent man who just like me went there to get the audit over with and be with his family, now he's life has ended while he was trying to prove to his employer that he's alive and in active service...
Where do we go from here, I don't even know how I feel from that moment, cause even I was still in the road when I heard about the incident.
I'm sorry you feel this way. I'm really sorry that I don't have any good word to console you because just like the other ordinary men's death, this too will be swept under the carpet, and the family and friends will bear the brunt of the loss alone. It's so sad.