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This bout of grief knocked me fucking sideways though.

I am sorry, but I know him because you write about him, because your grief brings him into the present, among us. How you do honor him, and keep him present.

He'd probably think I was being overly emotional haha.

I'm sorry. This has ended up about me. How's your dear hubs faring now?

He'd probably think I was being overly emotional haha.

I doubt that. We all want to be loved.

It is not about you...it is about us. The fact that it is us makes it all more bearable.

He is feeling better, thank you. Going to a cardio-oncologist tomorrow.

That's good news. Loss is definitely something we all share. XX