The kittens definitely sensed danger. How awful it is to come face to face with twisted people who have no sense of decency or respect for the lives of these little ones. Putting kittens up for adoption is complicated—I understand—and I commend you for turning them down gracefully.
You’re a perceptive person, and it’s great that these little ones are with you. I wish you happiness, and I hope that very soon, good people will see them and give them their own loving family for life 🙏 💛